Introduction

To begin, I will explain on why exactly I have created such a new blog…

Well, not only have I been previously diagnosed with Attention-Defecit Hyperactivity Disorder since age 5, but just last year I have also been diagnosed with a high-functioned case of Autism, yet it has primarily targeted (and, negatively affected) my social skills and cognitive functions as being literally “inept”… Not just with “normal” and “average” people, but my surrounding environment in general…

It has isolated me. It has grieved me. It has literally turned me into a manic monster.

…So??

I just now had the bright idea (NOT to be personal to anybody whatsoever! Only as a help for those of you like me, to emphasize!) to create an entire blog concerning every experience I have encountered… First, to benefit me—and others—in the long run… And to raise awarenessawareness for those of you who do not have it, also.

HOWEVER, most people are grossly mistaken I might have been a lot “bipolar” in the past at merely first glance from only the external perspective (not even considering— let-alone even knowing the internal)… To elaborate on the false accusations stemming from this myth:

1. Not only do I have moderate psychological “flaws”, but along with these “flaws” come a superbly advanced sense of semi-abstract intelligence (NOT wisdom, to emphasize!!!)…

2. I am not “Bipolar” per se… Just have portrayed certain Bipolar II-like characteristics… [thanks to my mother’s enlightening info as a registered nurse, and also along with a licensed psychological counselor AND a  psychiatrist, in addition] Therefore, this does not necessarily mean I AM truly “Bipolar” at all, to clarify…

3. Bipolar I quite often stems from anger as a neurological ineptivity due to chemical imbalances in one’s brain. This, however…? Is rarely any form of “anger”. It is simply frustration. From social disadvantages, eventually leading to emotional chaos.

4. My primary “issue” to conquer/master?? Is Asperger’s Syndrome.

[DISCLAIMER: Please note when reading the given situation. Do not be extremely & solely inclined to just one side of the conflicts… The BEST method? Is to be judicial like the judge, not only the jury… 🤓 Also, I’m not “suing” anyone involved to clarify… 😂 It’s just better as a general learning experience to literally put your mind in “neutral“, so to speak… You can then “see the big picture” and connect the puzzle pieces when doing so!!]

Now, to explain? I will outline the blog into a model consisting entirely of four points:

1. What the situation was or how it began and escalated,

2. Their emotional & social flaws at the given time,

3. My intuitive perception (i.e., their “profile”) of their subconscious behavior in how they handled the situation, and how it was… in result, not solved at the moment.

4. What all I have learned from the conflicts, and how I will utilize the previously-stated information to my advantage in how to BETTER myself (in addition to possibly any of you readers) and and progress successfully in the future as a result…

“Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. Also remember: Fear always lurks behind perfectionism… Thus, confronting your fears and allowing yourself to be human can, paradoxically, make you become a happier and more productive person!” (Dr. David Burns)

🙃 ENJOY the updates!!